Going fucking insane

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GOING FUCKING INSANE
(P & C Jan R Paszkowiec)

In my head it’s so fucking messy
Fucking madness has fucking infested me
It’s destroying every part of my fucking brain
Putting on my sanity one hell of a strain,
It’s a constant onslaught of this mental shit
And like fuck is anything helping it
I just can’t fucking take this shit anymore
Fuck sake I’m on my last fucking straw
I don’t know what the fucks real or not
This fucking shit don’t seem to fucking stop
All the twisted fucked up shit I see
Fucking seems real enough to me
Fucking hell I can’t seem to escape
From this shit there’s no fucking break
My mind is in deterioration
And it gets fuck all help from my shit medication
My mind is drowning in this fucking disease
And nothing from this shit my fucked mind relieves
I don’t know what the fuck is real
To live my life, I’m losing the fucking will
My mind is my worst fucking enemy
When into madness the fucker is sending me
Where the fuck is fucking sanity
What the fuck is fucking reality

I’m going fucking insane
From this disease in my fucking brain
Doing it’s shit it won’t fucking refrain
Why the fuck it does it I can’t ascertain
This disease plagues my fucking mind
And the fucking shit gets worse every time
My fucking mind is in fucking decline
This fucking shit is way out of line

It feels like my brain is fucking decaying
It’s a sick game schizophrenia is playing
All the shit going on in my head
Is sending me over the fucking edge,
Like fuck I know who, what, when or where
My fucking ass is in so much fucking despair
Will I ever be the fuck free
From these cuntish problems mentally
Mental illness has me in its trap
And it aint giving me any sanity back
My fucking sorry ass mental fucking state
No shit I seriously just can’t fucking take
Fuck I’m so mentally fucking fucked
My mind metal illness has fucking corrupt
And taken over my brain entirely
So suicide for me looks likely
Further and further I fall into this madness
Fuck sake I just can’t hack this
Has my ass gone way passed saving
Cos under this shit I’m fucking breaking
To get away from this shit where can I run
Maybe I’ll blow my brains out with a gun
This fucking cuntish shit is fucking me
I can’t be fucked with the shit seriously

I’m going fucking insane
From this disease in my fucking brain
Doing it’ shit it won’t fucking refrain
Why the fuck it does it I can’t ascertain
This disease plagues my fucking mind
And the shit gets worse every fucking time
Fuck sake my mind is in fucking decline
This fucking shit is way out of line


I can’t be fucked with this mental illness
This shit for me is a fucking realness
From this shit I get no fucking rest
The fucking shit is relentless
I fucking hate being mentally ill
Myself I might as well just kill
Cos I’m falling deeper into insanity
With the skits and depression manically
From mental illness I wanna be released
But like fuck does the fucker ever cease
From the shit I’m witnessed to
Just what the fuck am I to fucking do
Will I be mentally ill forever
Fake sake will I ever get any better
Cos the paranoia and fear combined
Seriously fucks up my fucking mind
With mental illness my brain has been infected
The motherfucker in there has imbedded
From the cunt I can’t get the fuck away
To get some rest bite I can only prey
Fuck knows if my mind will ever fix
I should be in a ward with the psychiatrics
I just can’t fucking take this shit at all
No wonder this cunt is suicidal

I’m going fucking insane
From this disease in my fucking brain
From doing it’s shit it won’t fucking refrain
Why the fuck it does it I can’t ascertain
This disease plagues my fucking mind
And the shit gets worse every fucking time
Fuck sake my mind is in fucking decline
This fucking shit is way out of line

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from POLISH'ED, released March 27, 2018

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